Carry On

Japan is treating me as well as it always has, which isn't sarcasm at all actually. I love my work, my students, my location, my wage, my friend group, my possibilities and opportunities.

Yet, I'm still tired. I'm not being ungrateful, but there's something about my mental exhaustion that's keeping me from fully enjoying my life at the moment and I'm too... too.... too something to ask for help even though the resources are there for me and have always been made easily available. I wouldn't describe myself as prideful or stubborn, just confused. Maybe lost?

I'm all sorts of thankful to my friends for taking the time to interact with me and for checking up on me on the regular, it's been my daily ray of sunshine in this stormy season I'm stuck in.

I'll try to figure something out.